Want to share how I felt during these days. :))
May 30th , was asked by my family to take a rest for I will be induce in the 2nd Of June. I felt so burn and so tired during those days.
Only mothers would understand the way I felt at that moment. If only I could take him out of my womb for us to be ok and to be happy I would, but then what can I do? June 2, we were given another 5 days to wait and if still I didn't bop, they will induce me on the 7th. So I decided to take a rest and for like 5 days I walked a minimum of 1 km every morning, it was really really hard for me to do that considering that I am carrying a baby boy for an unknown weight, but I know my self that he's so healthy. June 6 for some reason while watching " Maalaala Mo Kaya " there was something flowing in between my legs so I hurriedly stood up and that was just a yellowish water, I never thought that it will be the awaited moment so I just ignored it and actually laugh at myself thinking that for this age I will still pee .. haha . While on the climax of the Tv show , another flow came again and this time it has blood stains, my hubby hurriedly called his mom , but Im actually not feeling anything wrong then. All his relatives came in and told me to take a bath na nga daw cause we will proceed in the hospital. In the middle of the way I noticed that it was around 12 am, and I am feeling that I need to go to the restroom to poo, that was the real feeling but to tell you it was so horrible and painful. It will drive you crazy to death. I walked and walked and walked in the garage, in the labor room, went to the bathroom, laid in the bed, everything I can do to escape that feeling but I really cannot. If only CS is an option I would choose it then. Time is running , and wondering why it was running so slow. 6 in the morning , for like 6 hours of labor imagine how I look like, so I was then in the Delivery Room , on this weird position , I shouted , shouted , shouted cause there's nothing that I can do to relieve the pain. And finally decided to go on epidural (so called painless) it was a big help for me , because I was able to sleep for an hour and when I woke up fuck the doctor's still not there. At 7:15 she came up and it all started, my presence was out that time, cause I was sleeping , wondering how come my baby still goes out. And all of a sudden when I woke up there he was beside me, so cute and healthy.. it was a baby boy !!
Kien came in .. woooo after 9 months.
May 30th , was asked by my family to take a rest for I will be induce in the 2nd Of June. I felt so burn and so tired during those days.
Only mothers would understand the way I felt at that moment. If only I could take him out of my womb for us to be ok and to be happy I would, but then what can I do? June 2, we were given another 5 days to wait and if still I didn't bop, they will induce me on the 7th. So I decided to take a rest and for like 5 days I walked a minimum of 1 km every morning, it was really really hard for me to do that considering that I am carrying a baby boy for an unknown weight, but I know my self that he's so healthy. June 6 for some reason while watching " Maalaala Mo Kaya " there was something flowing in between my legs so I hurriedly stood up and that was just a yellowish water, I never thought that it will be the awaited moment so I just ignored it and actually laugh at myself thinking that for this age I will still pee .. haha . While on the climax of the Tv show , another flow came again and this time it has blood stains, my hubby hurriedly called his mom , but Im actually not feeling anything wrong then. All his relatives came in and told me to take a bath na nga daw cause we will proceed in the hospital. In the middle of the way I noticed that it was around 12 am, and I am feeling that I need to go to the restroom to poo, that was the real feeling but to tell you it was so horrible and painful. It will drive you crazy to death. I walked and walked and walked in the garage, in the labor room, went to the bathroom, laid in the bed, everything I can do to escape that feeling but I really cannot. If only CS is an option I would choose it then. Time is running , and wondering why it was running so slow. 6 in the morning , for like 6 hours of labor imagine how I look like, so I was then in the Delivery Room , on this weird position , I shouted , shouted , shouted cause there's nothing that I can do to relieve the pain. And finally decided to go on epidural (so called painless) it was a big help for me , because I was able to sleep for an hour and when I woke up fuck the doctor's still not there. At 7:15 she came up and it all started, my presence was out that time, cause I was sleeping , wondering how come my baby still goes out. And all of a sudden when I woke up there he was beside me, so cute and healthy.. it was a baby boy !!
Kien came in .. woooo after 9 months.
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